That's another thing Drake is never going to argue with. He nods, then leans closer to press their foreheads together, his thumb stroking over Jesus' cheek.
"More than okay. I missed you." It's only been a few days so that might seem like an odd statement, but it's not just that Jesus wasn't physically around -- they've gone far longer than that without seeing each other. No, Drake's pretty sure it was the not knowing if he'd ever stay over again. Having to tell himself he couldn't make plans or rely on Jesus being around, because even though he said it was just the contract breaking... well. It was more complicated than that for them both, obviously.
He kisses him again, allowing himself to just feel desperate in it, pulling Drake to him. "I missed you too," he breathes, and kisses him again, deeper.
Not knowing if Drake would let him in the door had killed him. Not knowing if Drake would want to sign with him, not knowing if Drake would ever give him a second chance.
There was a lot of uncertainty on both sides, and Drake was fully expecting some to linger for awhile even after the contract is processed (which he's definitely doing now that they've talked through it) but the way Jesus is kissing him now is more reassuring than anything. Because he can feel the desperation, the certainty, the need to convince him that it was a mistake. He can feel Jesus' guilt and fear in this, and all Drake can do is try to soothe him by responding in kind.
"I'm so glad you came back," he murmurs when they next break apart for air, still clutching Jesus to him. "Was this all a ruse to get me to tie you down again? All you had to do was ask."
Hey now, no fair using that voice when he was just trying to lighten the mood... it does earn him a soft laugh, though, and Drake certainly isn't pushing him away.
"Tempting," he admits, nuzzling back. "I'm kidding, though. You ever actually wanna go, you'll still do what's right for you?"
As relieved as he is that this wasn't it, he'd never try to force or guilt Jesus to stay.
"I will. I promise." He looks at Drake, and needs him to promise the same. "If you ever don't want the contract, if you ever change your mind about me, it's okay, too. I want you to do what's right for you, too."
"Anything? Babe, I wasn't thinking any further than this." He gives Jesus a tighter squeeze for a moment, then lets himself relax back against the couch cushions. "One decision at a time... are we cooking, or ordering in? 'Cuz you're staying right here."
"Hanging..? What, like a koala?" Drake grins, finally feeling like the tension in him has released. It's been there for days and he hadn't realized just how much he was holding in his shoulders. "I'd be cool with that sans fire, though."
"Don't underestimate me," he teases, sliding an arm around Drake's waist like he might just hang off of him now. He orders them something easy, just pizza. "Want beer with it?"
"I don't have to estimate anything, I know how much you weigh." Not enough to feel like a burden draped over his back, that's for sure, but he's also in no rush to get off the couch and un-snuggled, so. Drake just answers the question. "There's plenty of beer in the fridge. You ordering from somewhere that's got desserts?"
"Was that a test?" He doesn't quite manage to sound offended and certainly doesn't look it, but it's clear that's what he was aiming for. "Good thing you won't have to tolerate me, huh?"
"Got it... keep going, I do all that and I've still got nine strikes and no idea how I got 'em. Plus they could keep piling up in the meantime. How many before I'm dumped again?"
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"More than okay. I missed you." It's only been a few days so that might seem like an odd statement, but it's not just that Jesus wasn't physically around -- they've gone far longer than that without seeing each other. No, Drake's pretty sure it was the not knowing if he'd ever stay over again. Having to tell himself he couldn't make plans or rely on Jesus being around, because even though he said it was just the contract breaking... well. It was more complicated than that for them both, obviously.
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Not knowing if Drake would let him in the door had killed him. Not knowing if Drake would want to sign with him, not knowing if Drake would ever give him a second chance.
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"I'm so glad you came back," he murmurs when they next break apart for air, still clutching Jesus to him. "Was this all a ruse to get me to tie you down again? All you had to do was ask."
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"Tempting," he admits, nuzzling back. "I'm kidding, though. You ever actually wanna go, you'll still do what's right for you?"
As relieved as he is that this wasn't it, he'd never try to force or guilt Jesus to stay.
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