"It isn't exactly my fault. I don't take responsibility for other people's choices, and he chose to do what he did. But I hurt him."
He sighs again and straightens out, still holding onto Drake, still letting himself be held, but at a more comfortable place to talk.
"We've been friends almost since I got here. We have a lot in common and we started sleeping together and there's...maybe more there now than either of us intended for there to be. We bonded, at first, over how bad we are at being in relationships. But now I think he wants more from me. He won't come out and say it, but..." But it's there.
"It's hard not to get too attached to people here, you know? When I first got here I planned on meeting quota with anonymous sex only. And now I have you, and Vrenille and K and John. And now I'm hurting him."
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He sighs again and straightens out, still holding onto Drake, still letting himself be held, but at a more comfortable place to talk.
"We've been friends almost since I got here. We have a lot in common and we started sleeping together and there's...maybe more there now than either of us intended for there to be. We bonded, at first, over how bad we are at being in relationships. But now I think he wants more from me. He won't come out and say it, but..." But it's there.
"It's hard not to get too attached to people here, you know? When I first got here I planned on meeting quota with anonymous sex only. And now I have you, and Vrenille and K and John. And now I'm hurting him."